Life is funny...
Tue, March 4th, 2008 @ 5:32PM
I was thinking of how funny life is and how you never know where you are going to end up. I have been in a rut for awhile now and just like when the rain cleared out today, so did my mind. Like I had personally just cleared out every cloud from the horizon. All the things that have plagued my spirit were just gone. I began to think that I truly can do anything I want to each day and I have no one to answer to but myself, all the things from the past really do not matter except what I had to learn from them. My friend Lane asked me what I kept grinning about during dinner and I had to just say that I had no idea. I think about it now and I realize that it is pure joy. The feeling of being completely free of any weight or guilt, perfect contentment not related to anything but newness in spirit. I have no idea where it all has come from but it is very exciting! I can say for the first time in a very long time that I am truly happy without some form of external force affecting me. Now what to do with it....:)
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