My Evolution

This is a group to discuss my journey from Christianity. I say from Christianity because over the past two years I have gone from the normal questions that exist as a Christian, to an almost complete realization that there is no god. "Yikes!" You might say! "How can this be?" That is why I am starting this group. To share with you this, and to have you share with me why I might be wrong. Let me preface this by saying that I know the arguments. I studied at a Bible University, have been surrounded by the evangelical church since birth, showed an interest in debating the very person I have become, and have a powerful testimony that I have shared with others in an attempt to turn them towards salvation. Despite this knowledge and the presence of god I once believed was real, I am convinced at this point that I was wrong. To be honest, this realization is the most liberating moment I have experienced. It is one that would bring sorrow to family and friends, but in the same moment a new outlook on a life that was once surrounded by ancient beliefs bent and distorted by culture and time. This is not an attempt on making you see my new found way. It is nothing more that a confession to a group that shares what I once held close to my heart. I welcome your words, and promise that this will not turn into an attack or a war of words.